I am almost through this hellish week. Tomorrow is the last day I have to work a morning shift at work, and then I have to deal with more things. But I am almost through. Tomorrow is the last day I have to get up at 6:00 for the rest of the week and I am counting that as a blessing.
Thank you guys for all your support while I am being a whiny baby over here. Trying to deal with stress is something that I really don’t do well. I tend to do one of two things when dealing with stress. I will either ignore it, convincing myself that it will go away on its own. Or I tell myself that I can deal with it by myself, that I am strong and can figure things out, because somehow I get into this state of mind that not needing to turn to people makes me more of a grown up.
Yesterday I instantly felt a weight lifted when I talked to my mom. Sometimes all a girl needs is to talk to her mom. And I felt a little better after spending some time with my family. Today I made a decision that I hope will relieve a lot of the stress I’ve been carrying lately. I feel good about it, but I’m still trying to process.
I will get back to normal blogging soon, I promise. In the mean time, thanks for being there.