Busy on Purpose :: Beday 321

I’ve been filling up my days; picking up shifts at work if I’m not already working 40 hours, making plans with friends, family, family’s friends. I’m trying, I think, to do as much as possible so that I feel productive while still avoiding doing the things I need to do to get ready for my move.

It’s not a great thing to procrastinate on, but I’m doing it because I’m nervous. At the same time I’m excited, and I know doing things about it will eventually be better, but for right now the stress monster is eating me and I am succumbing.

I think I need to clean my room. I wish I could remember where I heard this quote that cleaning your room is like cleaning your mind. I need to face my insecurities and messes head-on.

I can’t do it tomorrow though. I’m too busy.


About Lananification

I'm a twenty-something Canadian trying to figure out what it means to be an "adult". I've recently moved to England to try to be an adult in a different country. It is just as hard. My Wanderings are travel blogs; sometimes I travel, and lots of times I write about it. My Meanderings are thoughts from this crazy, random head of mine. Songs and Reasons Why happens when I pick a song that means a lot to me, and tell you why, and then let you listen to it. In 2013 I wrote a blog every day for the whole year, minus a couple. Check those out in the BEDAY tag if you want.
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